Christians Under Attack

Hello dear Sir,
I belong to Pakistan. My real name is B---. I have been reading your web site regularly for the last 2 months, and it really has prompted some huge questions in my mind. I want to convert my religion, but I don't know how to do it. It is also a great matter of security. I cannot do it at least in Pakistan, because as you know I can get killed very easily. I cannot even discuss it with some body, because I fear a very horrifying death. Please help me and please reply me ASAP. I am eagerly waiting for your reply.

Thanking in advance.